rasa ini tak akan pernah maty

Entah kenape,rasa yg slme nie cbe aq padamkan,ia kembali meng"interprem" dlm hidop aq.
Aq baru ingin mencbe utk hidop bersendirian..
Aq cbe utk belaja melupakan dia.
Dan aq hampir pulih drpd segala kekalutan itu dan cbe bangkit untk menyuarakan rasa hty aq bhwa aq tidak lgy punya rase sayang terhadap dia..
Aq mengaku pada teman2 yg aq tidak menyayangi dan mencintai diri dia lgy.
dan ape yg aq dapat..?
Aq hampir mengecapi bahagia yg aq cipta sendiri..
Tetapi realitinyer tidak aq nafikan lagy!!
Hari2 yg aq lalui terasa kosong,nothing!
Maybe aq berpura2 gembira dan maybe aq berpura2 buat tiada ape yg berlaku.!
Tetapi pada hakikatnyer yang pasti dan nyata aq still menyayangi dan mencintai dia..
Adakah aq BODOH kerana still menyayangi dia..?Adakah aq BUTA kerana still ag mencintai dia..?
Dia kini telah menjadi milik org len..
Hari2 yg di lalui nya bahagia tanpa ada aq..
Tetapi aq.?
Tiada sape yg bisa mengerti rasa yg ada di haty nieh..
dari jaoh aq kirimkan doa agar kaw dilimpahi kebahagiaan foreva n eva..

p/s utk aku a.k.a GP:(bermonolog sendiri)egat..!dia da berpunya,jgn gngu hidop dia..
buang perasaan ko tuh jaoh2...dia bukan milik ko..phm..?

disini

mengapa kau meninggalkan aq bersendirian..?

tidak kasiankah kau pada diriku??

aku memerlukan dirimu..

hasil kerahan otak aku,huu

aku masih setia menantimu

walau ape jua yang berlaku tanpa rase jemu

hasil organ aku..hehe

aku mengimbau kenangan kita berdua
dan aku yakin kau akan menjemputku

hari yang amat kelakar..hehe

I do not go long this blog
even just a few days but I feel kind of old .. hehe ..
while the sun is right above our heads,
I love to share an amusing little story that I and anyone involved ..
in 10/nov/10, watch I'm not sure what time, what is important during the afternoon ..
At that time I had just finished with roomate neatly and pack our goods in the trunk, so tiring ..
after that, I took a balloon bubble belongs to me and blew roomate seems little girl too .. huhu ..
of fun playing it, suddenly my room next to them to help me bring those images by using the sentence "ke_an" ..
I excitedly got up and continued towards the door, and not arbitrarily bambb ..
want to know what, I fell off da .. hehe ..
kind of rotten jackfruit ..
I do not think I screamed a bit strong to say it out of my level I want to see what happened until I screamed at so powerful ..
aduhhh, shy la giler ..
event that evening I can not forget .. funny ..

musing-ponder

Ohh Allah, give me strength to face some of the men who like to cast the blame and think the kibosh on her ..
Man is not supposed to protect women, not the bad and the judges ..
Do not judge people by appearance, but the value of all the aspects .. think ..!

Hargailah org yg kita miliki.mp4